Huh. Recently I'd lost someone I love. No its not that that person had past away or what, but that person is no longer mine. Heartbreak? Yeah, totally. Usually I will tell that person E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G that I've been, simply as how my day was. But it seems like not anymore. Okay, to make it easier, lets call that person as X. I dont know why, but I feel like X had changed. Me and X, we used to text all day long, but not anymore. K, that's not the problem, its okay not to text like 24/7, a few text a day will be okay for me. The problem is, even that we text, it will only ended up with a fight. I'm sick and tired of it. I dont know why, but that is the truth. I've tried to be patient, not to fight back or throw bad words, cursing and stuffs, but it didnt work. Its not that I didnt put an effort to keep our 4 years of relationship! Im sad, mad and hurt.